Hair Pulling

Well, for the past couple of days, I've had my braces taken off, about 12 writing pieces assigned to me and due on monday(today), i've worked 2 days at lil caesars, and i have my mom on my back about cleaning my room, writing, and all kinds of shit. I swear I'm gonna go insane before i reach 16 years of age, and i don't even have a month left till it comes! I have a shit-ton morethings going on that are messing with my head, so even though no one is reading this and i have no one to gossip to becase i have no female friends, i'm going to put all of it up and out here. I have a tiny crush on my boss (first job i've ever had and he's married) and I dont know...there's just something about him that makes me feel...i dont know how to describe it. He doesnt flirt with me but he does talk to me like i'm on of the boys cuz he knows im always around boys. Boys are easier to get along with than girls. The more female friends you have, the more enemies! I DONT UNDERSTAND THE LOGIC THERE BUT WHATEVER. I have been in my relationship with my boyfriend for 9 months and I love him so much and I can hardly stand being without him, but this is the longest and most committed relationship I've ever had....and the 3rd. I've never been that girl with a different boyfriend everyother week. I was a lonely girl who resorted to violence and porn when my dad left and now all i'm left with is porn and poor anger management skills. I'm scared about tomorrow. I go back to school, 12 writing pieces are due when only 9 of them are done, apparently i'll have guys all over me because i got my metal mouth cages off, and i'll have my mom riding my ass everyday until her dream of a perfect freaking family is fufilled. Great. My boyfriend is the most jealous person I know, so the guy part will be just *sooooooo* fun.

Fuckmylifeman.